Once Upon a Time spoilers!

What do you need to be happy?
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You Need Friends to Be Happy

You are a friendly, social person. You seek out connections and relationships. Being close to others is very important to you, and you don’t like discord.

You feel great when you’re cooperating and working with others. You enjoy belonging to a group.

Nothing makes you feel worse that feeling alone or alienated. You want to be liked by those around you.

It would truly be nice to make acquaintances with some of my old friends again. A lot of the time though, I feel it’s impossible. I am so far away from what I used to be– I used to avoid seeing them because I couldn’t afford to be friends with them AND make Jake happy. He didn’t like it (still doesn’t) when I made plans with other people, took away from his time with me. He needed to dominate all my time, but once we’re married he’s going to have to get a little cooler with that.

Speaking of friends, Jake and I are considering something. Something exciting!!! We maybe want to get married sooner rather then later!! ***SQUEE*** I always thought I wanted the big wedding where we all (family & loves ones) congregate but when I saw how much my family was willing to help me achieve this, it made me feel discouraged from doing that. I can see more and more PROS to having a small, intimate ceremony. It would be a lot less stressful for us and cost effective. But there’s so much to plan in such little time!!

Things to Do Before Then:

~ Go buy dress
~ Make Save The Date announcements
~ Let appropriate family members know
~ Get hotel room at employee rate
~ Find a place to dine near courthouse for family

WHERE THERE’S A WILL, THERE’S A WAY!!!

Unlike for this couple and the HORRIBLE, HEART WRENCHING way they have ended. *drowns self in river of tears* I must admit, in some ways I’m kind of glad Emma will have to move on because everyone else has had to- there is no getting your loved ones back, no matter what. It wouldn’t be fair to everyone else, and it’s horrible that they had to end nevertheless TOT

‘Their last hand holding, I will never let you go, seems to be said between the two of them. I was so heartbroken when watching this scene. The end of Hook *river of tears forever*

Goodbye Hook :((((((

We will miss your wit and charm. We will miss your swagger and your devilishly handsome good looks. We will miss the way you opened the Savior’s heart and did everything in your power to make her happy, helping her to save her son and her family. He chased her through time, and she followed him to the afterlife. They were Dark Ones together, and now their chapter together is over. True Love Conquered, but perhaps it will rise again.

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reaction to winter finale

SPOILERS AHEAD


WTF???

My only comfort is in knowing Killian will be back soon. How weird to see Regina know something about Killian that no one else does; that he killed his own father, all once he heard his brother’s name given to another. Hook has a half brother. Hook was sold into servitude. What, we all love Regina even though she killed her father. Fucking weird show. Not pleased. Glad to see Emma looking like herself, weird that Rumpelstiltskin tricked them all. I was expecting him to be the better man or whatever he’s been trying to be, but underneath it all he’s still that dirty, rotten scoundrel. Belle will inevitably find out the truth, the poor thing.

LOL As soon as the episode was over, I got on Netflix and started binge watching season 2 when they’re in Neverland. I fucking loved that in comparison to season 5. My soul cries at season 5. How many more seasons do we have??? When will we EVER see August and Lily and Maleficent again?!?!

Good Story Recommendations

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Broken Souls Mend Hearts by Can’t-Escape-My-Fandoms
Captain Swan AU. Cora lets the curse take Killian, and her action changes the course of events in Storybrooke, forever changing their lives. A lot will stay to canon to Seasons 1-3 so far with exceptions made to accommodate Killian being cursed to Storybrooke as well as original scenes with Killian and others. There will be elements of season 4, but it will not be canon.
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reflections on s5x10

from a CS prospective: WTF ARE YOU DOING TO MY SHIP??

lol after this episode, I feel the need to go back and binge watch season 4 goodness because of how upset I am over this fictional relationship

My boyfriend laughed at my reactions throughout the episode. The whole reason I love Captain Hook is because of his deep love for Emma. Or what WAS a deep love?!?!?!?! TOT

Surely he’s just being a big asshole. A big dark one asshole who is not able to resist the darkness and has let it take over him. The Hook I loved did die that day unfortunately *sobs* Now we have this weird dark one that I don’t even

*flails*

OUAT spoilers

*sound of me sobbing*

is all that can be heard at the end of 5×08 T___T

a.k.a. speculations on dark!Hook

“Oncers, do you think Hook’s promise still holds true?”

I saw an article on the internet with this picture and caption and nearly burst into tears. I had such intense fangirl feels during the whole episode. The multiple shots of the cute couple together were so heart warming. You can ask my boyfriend, I could be found making loud sounds of discomfort as my soul died a little over Hook’s last words: “So much for our future, Swan.”

*sobs*

I always loved Captain Swan because Hook was so freaking in love. His love was burning strong like a flame, his love although his character was not always was so righteous and true. The hair on the back of my neck stood up when he told Emma back in Neverland [“and when I win your heart, it will be because you want me”] -paraphrase- and the scene when they said good-bye at the 3b finale? *swoons*

I just can’t stand that Hook doesn’t love Emma!! It’s awful. I wish his promise could be true, but at the same time, it is pretty awful what she has done. Turned him into something he’s spent his whole life trying to either kill or avoid; the dark one and his own darkness. I must admit I wasn’t expecting it!! But I have faith that Emma & Killian could defeat the darkness together. I don’t think he should be so mad, he shouldn’t leave her. They should do what it takes to banish the darkness from both of them.

Things I am grateful for:

6. a roof over my head
7. my feet
8. that I have enough $$$ to buy gifts for people
9. i’m not addicted to hard drugs
10. computers