What kind of pancakes are you?

You Are Banana Nut Pancakes

 You prefer complex and interesting foods.
You shy away from anything that’s ordinary or tired.

It’s not likely that someone would find white sandwich bread or boxed mac n’ cheese in your kitchen.

Instead, someone might find an original recipe of yours cooking up – or some interesting ethnic food.

Are You Sweet or Savory?

You Are Sweet! 

You are a true optimist, and you can’t help but see the brighter side of life. You are upbeat.

Simply put, life is sweet. You will go out of your way to enjoy yourself, even if that means having dessert for dinner sometimes.

Your cheerfulness is your gift to others. You remind them not to take it all so seriously. If you can add a sweet touch to any occasion, you go out of your way to do it – both literally and figuratively!

What Color Journal Should I Write In?

You should write in a black journal

Your journal is where you dish everything. Your book is juicy and full of your deepest secrets.
For you, writing is how you purge what has happened to you. Your journal absorbs and distances all negative energy.

Your journal may be a bit scandalous, but it’s also very well written. You know how to keep it contained and well edited.
You are good at spinning a story. You write compelling beginnings and endings while keeping a bit of mystery.

 

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Life as a Newlywed

Advice from a Newlywed:

Congratulations on your wedding!

Now that the honeymoon is over, what do you have to say about life as a newlywed?

“Go buy a bunch of lube. You are most certainly going to need it. If you thought you had conditioned your partner to maybe 2-3 times a week making love, you’re going to be VERY surprised. Suddenly, you’re back at it like rabbits in the beginning of your relationship. I have been surprised by the fact that we’re back to it every night like clockwork. 

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Physical intimacy is good for your relationship. I know you might be exasperated by his enthusiasm sometimes, but learn to hold your tongue and cherish these moments. Maybe you’re not in the mood, but you respond to each other better when you’re more willing to compromise. You’ll find it’s worth picking your battles, lest you spend hours fighting or otherwise making each other miserable.

On another note, now that you are A Wife, you should try harder. Jacob has accepted me as the lazy person I am and loves me unconditionally and cleans up after me. But he shouldn’t always expect to do everything, like you have been making him do. You should put in more effort on his behalf. He will love you better for it.”

What is Your Love Language?

Words of Affirmation

Your Preferred Love Language
is Words of Affirmation

Actions don’t always speak louder than words. If this is your love language, unsolicited compliments mean the world to you. Hearing the words, “I love you,” are important – hearing the reasons behind that love sends your spirits skyward. Insults can leave you shattered and are not easily forgotten. Kind, encouraging, and positive words are truly life-giving.

What kind of love are you in?

You Are In Erotic Love

This doesn’t mean that your love is purely sexual. Instead, it means your love is sensual and deep.

When you met your partner, you didn’t have any questions about your attraction. You had major chemistry going on!

You are a true romantic, and you remember everything about when you and your partner first fell in love. And your feeling are still strong.

You believe that your partner is your true soulmate and that you are meant to be together. Your love is too powerful to think otherwise.

An Average Day for Me:
  • 12:00am have freshly arrived home usually. I usually get home any time between 11:30pm-12:00am because I work hard at my job.
  • 1:00am I am usually settling in at my computer, usually to surf pinterest or tumblr and smoke for awhile
  • 2:00am I prepare a meal for Jake and myself
  • 3:00am-5:00am Jake and I obsessively watch Game of Thrones
  • 5:00am Jake and I make with the marital relations (or try to)
  • 6:00am we fool around on our computers, or watch Seinfield and he plays his game while I smoke
  • 7:00am when the sun is rising, we go to sleep
  • 7:00am-11:0am we sleep, until it’s time for Jake to go to work
  • 11:30am Jake leaves for work, and I sleep until 12:00pm or 1:30pm
  • 1:30pm-2:20pm I wake up to go to work and get ready
  • 3:00pm-11pm I work at the hotel practicing patience and kindness, smiling my head off. I switch on some kind of mode and just do hospitality, try not to let my stress overwhelm me. I keep anxiety meds on hand, but I generally feel like the best version of myself when I’m at my job.
  • Usually about 11:00pm-11:20pm, I punch out and go home.
Rinse and repeat.

Happy 4-20!

What color is your psyche?

Your psyche is blue

You are deeply emotional and very connected to everything (and everyone) around you. By simply understanding other people, you are able to help them heal and let go. While you are a very deep and thoughtful person, you do have a very silly, superficial side.

When you are too blue: the weight of the world’s problems hangs over you

When you don’t have enough blue: you lack perspective and understanding

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Mourning in 2016

What is your True Passion?

Your True Passion is Leadership

You feel most alive when you are bringing out the best in people. It brings out the best in you in return.

You love to teach others and guide them. You are very patient. Giving back is important to you.

You want to make the world a better place, and you know you can’t do it alone. You need a team supporting you.

For you, there’s nothing more satisfying than a group of people working toward a common goal. Especially if you’re leading that group.

Today I spent in mourning for my grandmother. I’m not sure why, but I was hit by some pretty strong feelings today while my fiance and I were tooling around town. I have been mentioning my grandma more often, and in a way, I figured out why today. Until today, it had been about 2 years since my last visit to her grave. As we were driving around, Jake and I had the vague plan of going to see her resting place today/tonight.
But as the hours dragged on, the plan became less and less certain and I started to get emotional. It seemed like such a hassle because Jake wanted to rent a car before we could go, and I was becoming anxious at the thought of spending more money to get to a place that just makes me sad. I remembered why I haven’t been there in so long, knowing as I did how upset I was becoming. I almost hyperventilated in the Enterprise rent a car line, getting anxious about over spending.
Jake and I are trying to save up for a down payment on a house. Every withdrawal from our savings causes me anxiety. Jake and I want a house so bad. We are growing up so well and so fast! =) I want us to take care of business. I want us to have a work out room in our new house.
Eventually, Jake and I did take the two hour trip to her grave. While I stood there at her head stone-less grave missing her, I decided to concentrate on celebrating the qualities she exemplified in life. On our way down there, Jake commented that he could help me fashion a headstone for my grandma and I was thinking about what we would put.
Karen Dee Roberts (nee White)
March 18, 1950 – October 14, 2008
Beautiful and full of grace
To Know Her Was to Love Her

Also, this week @ WORK:
MY BOSS IS OUT OF TOWN! =[ FROWNY FACE. THE AUDITOR IS IN TOWN. (=POSSIBLE DEATH IF I DON’T PASS) They may have even did our place last night, my night off!! It would be bliss if it happened when I wasn’t there, so I wouldn’t be responsible.
Things are going kind of wonky with my boss out of town. The main issues I am having to deal with is interviewing new candidates for our night audit position and the fact that this one girl wants to turn in her TWO WEEKS NOTICE while our boss is away. I’m like AAGGGHHHH Noooooooo plz don’t =[ =[ =[!
I think I am going to respectfully decline to take her notice if she does in fact give it to me like I think she plans. I think I can talk her into waiting until he returns to give it. I think Latta deserves a chance to talk with her before she does turn it in. It’s kind of sucky that she wants to jump ship while he’s away. She says she is scared to tell him, but that’s just because our boss is admittedly high strung and she’s young and immature. There will never be a good time to tell him, it will inevitably alter his mood. You just have to be an adult and have a conversation, rather than doing while he’s gone. I’m sure he will be upset about it, but more so if he returns to find out she already made a decision. (Really, I just don’t want her to because I don’t want him to think I failed to talk her out of it =/ )
Anyway, that’s all, folks! Hopefully everything goes okay. . .

What is your writing strength?

Your writing strength is Imagination

You have an amazing mind, and the things you think up are extremely original.

You love to daydream, and your inner worlds can get quite complex. You see characters and stories very vividly.

You’re the type of person who can write half a novel in your head. You aren’t constrained by reality or expectations.

Anything you write will be unlike what has come before. Even if it’s excellent, it may shock and confuse people at first.

American Horror Story Freak Show

You Are 75% Burned Out

You are very burned out. You need a huge break from your responsibilities, starting as soon as possible.

And you need this time to reevaluate what you really want out of your life.

Because you’re working hard and going no where… and that would burn anyone out!

You Are a Creative Worker

You are a very personally expressive person, especially outside of work. Your individuality matters to you.

You draw a lot of inspiration and energy from your own internal world. You get bored easily around other people.

You are confident and competent. You tend to not make mistakes, and you trust your judgment.

You are down to earth and practical. You achieve success one step at a time, by paying attention to details.

Things that I am grateful for. . .
16. diaries to unload my thoughts
17. poetry
18. gin & juice cocktails
19. native american jewelry
20. battery operated marital aids
You Are Deep

You like to have fun, but you aren’t a big fan of frivolity. You object to too much silliness.
You are quite intellectual and thoughtful. You get a lot of satisfaction from doing important work.

You are steady and consistent. You find it easy to commit to projects and people.
You don’t let your emotions decide for you. You follow your head, not your heart.

You Will Die at Age 64

You’re pretty average when it comes to how you live…  And how you’ll die as well.

 American Horror Story: Freak Show
This season was quite disturbing for me. It still doesn’t top season 2 to me though with its gruesomeness. I was more so upset by how easy it was for all of them to turn to killing. The clown was horrible O_O 😦 D:

I never did ship Jimmy/Maggie. Never liked her character. I think that of all the actors Jessica Lange has been my favorite spanning all the seasons. She always plays the most compelling characters. While I really enjoyed her playing Sister Jude in season 2, I think Freak Show’s Elsa Mars has won me over as my favorite character that she has played thus far.
As for other characters, I will admit I liked the Twins and also Ma Petite. So adorable. Ma Petite, not the twins, as that computer trick was quite disturbing to look upon. I’ve always enjoyed Sarah Paulson’s work in the series. My hat goes off to her with the work she did playing twins. If you’ll notice, it seems the twins have polar opposite feelings and facial expressions at any given time so she had to exercise twice as much work it almost seems.
I most enjoyed her work in season 2 though, as Lana Winters the woman who conquered Bloodyface. She was so brave and her tale so harrowing. She’s so pretty 🙂 And the end of season 2 was pretty bad ass when she shot her deranged son. spoiler alert! lol (did I not mention that?)
Anyway, enjoy this AHS playlist:

Fun Fact: Prior to the season starting, creator Ryan Murphy revealed four of the acts whose music pops up on Freak Show. “We’re only doing songs by artists who have self-identified as freaks,” Murphy said. “That they felt different. David Bowie said yes to that, Lana Del Rey said yes to that, Kurt Cobain’s daughter said yes to that, Fiona Apple approved that. That for me was the theme of the season, so we went for it.”